Saturday, August 28, 2010

this blog really means a lot to me...
i stopped workin on the blog due to some reasons which really affected my life n i even feel like deletin some posts from this blog but i wont do it as they r a part of my life somewhere down the lane....
this post is for all those people who really made me feel special....n really helped me in gettin out all the bullshit that was happening in my life...alas m out of that really bad phase of my life...
i m really very thankful 2 nitin-u really bought a gem out of me deah...thanks a lot..
kanika n sorav-my sibblings
amit-thanks for standing by me whenever i needed u buddy....
kamla,kiran,kiran-thanks sweethearts...u r seriously my angels...
n nw i wl b workin on my blog again...as it makes me happy :))))

Monday, June 7, 2010

5.june.2010
m finally over wid ma fourth sem exams....its a great feeling i tell u :)
but during the exams i went through many things..lets have it all here
i realized some things during the exams:
1.vaise to i dnt really like watchin tv but u wont believe during the xams i almost fell in love with the television...instead of being into ma books...i started prefering chessy tv serials...even saas bahu types...gosh dont knw wat happend 2 me
2.exams didint even started yet...i was already ready with the list that wat i ll b doin after the xams
3.i cn bet i slept a lot during the xams ...n
4.i use to eat a lot....padai se zyada my concentration was on food,even bhavu,tulsa,uma n pri use to join me...love u ol



as per the schedule..xams started on 24.may.2010 which was microprocessors day....hmm i dnt knw wat to say  abt the paper par ek baat to hai there s a sudden raise in xamination cell's standard.
hats off to tulsa man...i dont  knw is something wrong wid d gal or is she an exception i ve seen many electronics students they r almost seen wid d books n tulsa is an exception believe me evn a day before the xam pure din to madam soti h uske baad after watch a movie, around 12 at nyt she gets into the books...n tl the morning she s done wid the course..i mean hws that possible yaa???
n yaa if electronics is involved nw,then hw cn v forget bhavu(my room mate) she s just opposite to tulsa...firstly she s always found with da books but tulsa only b4 da xams,secondly tulsa always has her eyes in her lappy n bhavu she hardly opens up her lappy, thirdly just before the xams bhavu seems to b cryin n tulsa is lyk ready to challenge da xams...n v find both of dem funny...opposite to each other n stl good frns :)

n nw switching to computers me,uma n pri-hamesha nautanki either before d xam or after da xam
....last nyt studies..or shud i say 1 nyt stand hehhehe
computers rock yaa.....
rest to b continued :)






Friday, April 30, 2010

someone has said these words "watever we do comes back to us"...i can say this is really true,i have gone through it n evn this is true that"we should never let our best friends go" ....
i knew that prerna,tulsi n umanshi were angry n may b they were not in a mood to forgive me...but i dnt knw what forced me to send a sorry message to all three of them...i was like really incomplete without them...friends r the most important part of ur life i have realized it...

n thanks to bhavna that she convinced me to talk to umanshi...i didint expected this from myself but i felt that i need three of them to fight with them,to share my feelings with them...
                        i need u when i m happy,
                       i need u when i m sad,
                      i need u my dear friends....
   n what i realized without u all is

friendship is for lifetime,
its a selfless relationship with no boundations n no conditions...
friendship means a cute hug when u need it
frienship means a maggie with ur frns when u r hungry,
its wiping of ur tears by sm1...
its means enjoyin the wierdest movie ever...


i dont know why i started crying in front of umanshi n prerna,may b i was comfortable n may b they r like my family...
we r all together again....
hey bhavu,uma,pri n tulsa its 4 u:-

thanks 4 givin me hope,when i m low....
thanks 4 being honest...
thanks 4 being true...
hey u, r precious 4 me..
be my frn always


thanks....

strikes@jnu

according to google "strike" literally means-a work stopage caused by mass refusal...strikes are basically used to put pressure on the government to "change policies".
n as far as this university is concerned students are the mass n management is the government(may b)...hhehehe
strikes are like backbone of this university....n i cn bet on that
as,i already said this university is "for the students n by the students"....
we have a tradition here to have atleast one striking strike in a semester...from getting getting saturday as an off till getting the result out,strikes can do anything...
a strike for getting dr.anil dhawan sir as btech coordinator,
a strike for getting mid sems posponded,
a strike for challenging some wrong words said by vice chancellor sir,
a strike for shifting the campus girls hostel,
a strike for internals,
a strike for air cooling system in classes
but above all-a strike which even posponded the sem exam...
n a strike is most of the times in students favour...
for a strike to b in students favour it needs some daring people n less daring management...n evibody knows we have arjun..hey arjun thanks to u n ur frns for all the impossible things u made possible...

i still remember the view of this strike....yaar hadh hai jnu,cancellation of main sem exam...boys sittin on the road n called this as "chakka jam"....n this post will b continued describing strikes @jnu

Monday, April 26, 2010

WHAT IS LOVE

                                          "WHAT IS LOVE"

a strange question no????
i really wanna get some good answer to this question...i asked some of my friends...they replied but i guess i m still not satisfied
according to bhavana"love is when we share our good n bad times with some1"
barun says"a beatiful bond of two hearts"
amit says"he cant define love..these r special feelings for some 1,love is not biased by any condition"..well said amit...
neeraj says"love is a feeling of heats which makes another heart to beat in a same manner"..may b
sitanshu sir says"when some1 really loves u,they will never hurt u,n love can b seen in the eyes"
n cute reply by kastubh sir"missing sm1 evi sec n wanting to b with that person evi btime is love n for that respective person u can cross ny limits means love cannot be bounded"

but till where my prespective goes
                                               love  is when i think of u,i m left with a smile on my face,
                                               love is thinking about him all nyt n awaking next day as if i slept the whole nyt,
                                               love is when he is the only priority,
                                              love is when i cant think of myself without him,
                                              love is simply love......


but what i have seen n what i have been through love is pathetic,rediculous n yes how cn i forget disgusting or may b bullshit........
i can see many relationships that r going around me...many of friends are commited n even personal experience says smthng abt love
love is basically used nw a days for a commitment of min one year n max 2...thats it..
according to todays relationships for the beginning six months boy will take care of every small thing from a good morning till good night he would just love to be with u...wanna talk to u for the whole night,would like to meet you every evening,he would tell u that he loves u 4 around 48 times in 24 hrs...he would send you flowers...u will b the most important part of his life,he would make each day your birthday,he would tell u that u r the most bful girl he has ever seen in his life....n the stupid girl will fall in love with him....he will love him like anything its so because if a girl commited,she is commited but may b its not the case with boys...

and after the six months are gone the boy is blessed to give excuses..he finds wishin goodmorning a silly thing,talking on phone becomes wastage of time n money,meeting becomes really aa big issue...some says that i m not in that mood to meet u n some says that its really hot outside...stupid excuses ...n till where importance is concerned he finds his useless sporsts more important than you...
he can even forget your birthday...n beauty he will not find u bful nymore infact ur friend will seem more bful to him...n in the end the girl who left crying dies everyday with a feeling that "she is cursed in love"...

is this love???may b love is just using a girl,playing with her feelings...
i would just like to say that love is a painfull feeling 4 me..n i cant bear ny love by ny1 nymore....but i wanna know whats love according u...do comment n share ur views n experiences....

                                            

Sunday, April 25, 2010

hey prerna...so u read my post n still u dont wanna talk to me...its fine...i knw tu gussa hai....n may b ull forgive me 1 day...
m like gettin a lil bore...sun afternoon...wanna go out n have fun buts thats not possible here in this jungle....

i was jst thinking abt the fun we use 2 ve wen v wr in mansarovar....that was the best time i had in the hostel...those girlish n nv talks....watchin american pie together,sitting on the terrace till late nyt n discussing abt boys...hey pri n uma do u remember once we decided that who so evr boy in the college will b wearin the same color clothes like us he will b our future boyfriend n do u remember wht rishesh did...he bought almost every color shirt n t shirt in his bag..he ws crazy....
prerna,do u remember that "bhaang" v had in the hostel...it was not that v got "talli"...yaar kuch b nai hua tha humme to par han umanshi ko kuch to hua tha yaar...he went in silent mode..me,prerna,tulsi n rashmi were acting like as if we r badly drunk but umanshi she was acting as if she is in hospital n is asked 2 maintain "silence"...hehehehe
during the second sem exams we 5(uma.pri.tulsa,bhavu n me) we use to sit together in the name of solving maths problems n use 2 ve masti all the time..yaad the prerna i use to show u all "beedi jalayle dance"-hp tumhe yaad ho
n yaa...whenevr we use 2 return after the exam..these silly girls they use to take child water n throw it all on me n these devils had an eye on my.....leave it n haan uske baad baiji ne kehna "didi apne kaam bada dia"...
 n how cn i forget that late nyt maggi n aloo....hw u use to ask guard bahiya to gv us sm aloos n hw v use to go to mess n steal sm onions...m sure even if this university wont make us an engineer,it will definitely make us a cook n shayad chor bhi(who steal onion  n potato heheh)....
i miss that time yaa...
roaming around in the colony in the evening,that masti at juice corner,
i remember once before valentine we went to gt 4 some shopin n pri bought a shirt 4 asad that too xxl by mistake...yaar usme do asad aajane the...heheeh n after that on his bday when she again bought a shirt 4 him she took it small...usme ek asad b theek se nai aaraha tha...poor girl...
i still remember that holi we celebrated in hostel n campus...campus me to it was like gandi wali holi with mud,strong colors n god knows wat else uske bad dancing in the campus was gr8 fun...
n holi in the hostel  was awesome..that holi was the best holi of my life...thanks prena n umanshin 4 being with me

i dont know y there r no such moments in my life now...but m eagerly w8n 4 such moments with my frns....our gang...
for more keep switching to my blog....


Thursday, April 22, 2010

sittin alone in d nyt,
lookin at the stars of d sky...
i imagine y???
y i love u so much,
y i wanna b a part of u,
y i cant c u alone??


i knw u gv me all the pains,
but stl i wanna b wid u when it rains.
i knw d world is against me,it doesnot matter
but when u dont talk 2 me i get shatter.
2 me u r evithn n
i m nt evn ur smthn...

a day will come when u will b in my place,n 4 me it wont even matter...


today i.e.  22.april.2010,i remember some words said by rishesh 2 me"komal,a day will come when u will b all alone"n some words that were said by kunal to me"komal,y d hell u dont understand"...nw i m realizing may b both of them were right..yaar dis post is 4 all the people
whom i ve hurted in some way or another...hey guys m sorry 4 everthing i did..may b i m nt a good friend but trust me i ve changed a lot...prerna n umanshi m extremely sorry 4 everything yaar...but u have no idea how i feel being devoid from your friendship..i need u guys yaar atleast u cn forgive me 4 the last time..prerna i know i m ur culprit but if possible pls forgive me....but i never wanted such things to happen yaar...asad, i also wanna say sorry 2 u i knw i myt have hurted u...umanshi,in ur case i dont know that how many times should i say sorry...m sorry 4 evithn wrong i said about u...4 evithn dat forced me 2 shout at u...its not that i wanna b superior but the truth is that i started taking ur frndshp 4 granted...but today when u r not with me i feel incomplete...ur friendshp was my reason 2 feel that superiority yaar...its not that i m selfish,may b i cnt express my feelins yaar...when we r not friends ny more i wanna share many things with u...i wanna tell u each thing that i m going through...yaar prerna,today i have many reasons to celebrate,but i need u guys to smile...my smile is almost faded without both of u...if possible pls forgive me...
n bhavna,though u r wid me...but my heart is still sorry 4 evithn n pradeep m sry 4 not being a good sister...
n m really thankful to tulsi 4 behaving rudely with me which help me out to see that how do i use to behave with my friends...m also thankful to prerna,umanshi n bhavna 4 telling me my mistakes...yaar,when i commited mistakes u were there wid me but nw i wanna improve them y r u not there wid me....umanshi,pls yaar"i need u to fight with you"n prerna tujhse baat kiye bina to my day is incomplete yaar...bas yaar pls stop this m sorry yaar,u mean the world to me...bas aur gussa mat ho mujhse pls...
i also wanna say sorry to apporv 4 hurting his feelings n anamika,sry but trust me i nvr said such nonsense things about u n ankur...
i really cant bear all this hatred in my heart for anyone nw,but i wanna live in peace....i wanna b a good friend,a helpin hand, a trustworthy person...
umanshi,prerna,bhavna n tulsi(love u all)m stl sorry n will always be sorry 4 evithng...
i know i cant b perfect but i wanna b better than what i was...i need ur help yaa...
will b w8n 4 ur replies n ur forgiveness 2....hope a day will come when we will b together again...